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The Good Fight

by Cole Merkosky

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1.
Here I stand on the precipice Looking out and there’s nothing that’s quite like this Still I hold on tight If I go where I want to go Every step is another place I don’t know But I have to take Well, these pleasing sights Are my brief respite But now is the time You must fight the good fight In my head is a masterpiece But my pen will never me succeed Until I get it down Every shape is a mystery Is this fate or a misinformed fantasy? It’s all illusions now Well, these pleasing sights Are my brief respite But now is the time You must fight the good fight And if you saw me, dear Would you run in fear? Or would you stand up And help me fight the good fight? This unordained path Won’t make me turn back And though there’s darkness I’ll cut through the night It’s my choice to make You can leave or you can stay But in the end it’s me Who’ll fight the good fight Oh, fight the good fight Dancing through a darkened hall Cracks appear throughout the walls You drift away into the night And soon the roof is careening down And panic sets in; I’m screaming out your name But I hear no reply Well, in the ruins of what once we knew Well, here I stand with faith askew You ran and left me here to die The soot and rubble are all around But nonetheless I hear the sound To rise again, and retake up this fight A calm amidst chaotic voice Compels me to affirm my choice Well you’ve been my companion But now you’ve tripped the wire My painful complication Always policing my desires; well Well, I want to And I need to To just let you go Well, I’ll make no concessions I’ll fight this fight alone Singing you won’t hold me down again Oh, no, you won’t hold me (You won’t hold me down again) Oh, no, you won’t hold me (You won’t hold me down again) Oh, no, you won’t hold me (You won’t hold me down again) Oh, no, you won’t Here I stand on the precipice Somewhere deep in the resonance I hear my name Calling me to rise City lights on the skyline Sing to me with a melody I can’t define But I know by heart And I’ll be the one who will fight The good fight Here I stand on the precipice Looking out and there’s nothing that’s quite like this
2.
It’s been a moment since you and I last met And something’s changed; you look at me different It seems you’re wearing a new kind of smile on your face Well, I can feel it and I know you can too A new connection that’s filling this whole room, and One simple question is all I can think to say They say you love when least expected And I know that at first I was rejected But now it seems your heart is being tempted By the thought of me; but, You say you’re not sure where your heart is but Your eyes betray; you really want this So dive in, and trust that change of heart that you’re having And you say you need some time to think straight but I’ve said this all before so something has changed So dive in, and trust that change of heart that you’re having Well I’ll admit it, it’s never been easy; we Go ’round in circles ’til we’re running on empty but I wanna get there, and spend all my time with you And I now its tricky, ’cause I’m moving faster And you’re still scared of platonic disaster But we’re both willing, so why are you holding back? They say the first mistake you make is Not answering the calls that you should take, oh Instead of picking up when I am calling Oh, and I want you too; but, You say you’re not sure where your heart is but Your eyes betray; you really want this So dive in, and trust that change of heart that you’re having And you say you need some time to think straight but I’ve said this all before so something has changed So dive in, and trust that change of heart that you’re having Well, don’t you wonder what we could become? Well, don’t you think that I could be the one? Well, don’t you think that there’s a little destiny that’s pulling You in close, so So let’s not take this slow And you say you can’t just up and want this, but I know you better, come and take it So dive in, and trust that change of heart that you’re having And you say that this will end in heartbreak, but Sometimes in life you need to make some mistakes So dive in, and trust that change of heart that you’re having
3.
My Muse 04:28
Tired, but you turn and look at me ‘Cause you think that I can’t see But there’s so much you don’t know Smile, and you whisper in my ear ‘Cause you think that I can’t hear “Oh babe, I love you so” Have I told you Of all the things that you’ve never heard? Have I let you know That you’re my muse You’re the song in my history Oh, it’s you I choose So let me write you a symphony So don’t you say That you’re not enough for me Oh, ’cause you’re my muse Are now and will always be Always be Sunday morning still in bed I wake to find your head Resting on my shoulder, oh And arms are wrapped around me tight And I’m thinking they just might Never let me go, oh Have I told you Of all the things that you’ve done for me? Have I let you know That you’re my muse You’re the song in my history Oh, it’s you I choose So let me write you a symphony So don’t you say That you’re not enough for me Oh, ’cause you’re my muse Are now and will always be Always be Have I told you That you’re my lighthouse in troubled seas? And have I told you That with you I’m my favourite version of me? And have I told you That I love you and with you I want to grow old Have I let you know That you’re my muse You’re the song in my history Oh, it’s you I choose So let me write you a symphony So don’t you say That you’re not enough for me (That you’re not enough for me) Oh, ’cause you’re my muse Are now and will always be Always be Always be
4.
It seems like the wind blew you into my life You seemed to just show up as life passed me by And our time’s been a whirlwind From the start to today Pulling back and forth and up and down And I’d have it no other way ‘Cause just like the sun sets on the horizon The skies light up with that fire again Every time your eyes meet mine And just like the moon paints the ground with the moonlight My love for you will last through the cold nights Forever more I’m yours and you’re mine, oh ‘Cause you are the light of my life I’ve got no more fear now I know it’s insane But you take my hand and wherever there’s hurt We laugh and we dance in the rain And yeah, sometimes there’s storm clouds And we’re not at ease Oh, but your lighting and thunder They fill me with wonder For your passion and your joie de vivre ‘Cause just like the sun sets on the horizon The skies light up with that fire again Every time your eyes meet mine And just like the moon paints the ground with the moonlight My love for you will last through the cold nights Forever more I’m yours and you’re mine, oh ‘Cause you are the light of my life Though the world may try to push us around I know you keep my feet firm on the ground You’re my harbour in tempest seas, and still You’re my song and dance, and I always will Love you for that and Hope although that I May not say it right You can play it back and Hear my love for you Hear my words are true ‘Cause just like the sun sets on the horizon The skies light up with that fire again Every time your eyes meet mine And just like the moon paints the ground with the moonlight My love for you will last through the cold nights Forever more, oh, I’m yours and you’re mine, oh ‘Cause you are Yeah, you are Oh, you are the light of my life Oh, the light of my life
5.
From the start in our hearts we both saw it clearly A future for us both and I loved you dearly ‘Cause you were everything I’d been searching for But I guess time changed your mind; yeah, you wanted more So now the picture of the life we shared Has been torn apart and discarded somewhere ‘Cause the image of us was all that I could see The portrait of our lives together, you and me But the stain of your infidelity is made And the image of us starts to fade You look at me and all I see, oh, I can’t avoid The bittersweet memories caught in polaroids Distorted views all of you are all I can seem to find And every scene looks at me with your brown lying eyes, oh, whoa So now the photo albums tell the tale Of how you broke my heart and our love derailed ‘Cause the image of us was all that I could see The portrait of our lives together, you and me But the stain of your infidelity is made And the image of us starts to fade And the image of us was all that I had known But in breaking my heart your colours have been shown And it’s tarnishing every memory that we’ve made And the image of us now, forever changed You say you just need some forgiveness And you will try to make it right But I know I will not forget this And I can’t love you in that light ‘Cause the image of us was all that I could see The portrait of our lives together, you and me But the stain of your infidelity is made And the image of us Oh, oh Was all that I had known But in breaking my heart your colours have been shown And it’s tarnishing every memory that we’ve made And the image of us now, forever changed
6.
Tear Me Up 04:06
The first mistake that I made Was answering your call Saying, “hey, can we just talk this through?” After how you changed me And all the pain you gave me I know the last thing I should want is you But I, I know this is the choice I made And you’re to blame Oh and I have fallen out with ones I love Because of us I know I should sever all my ties with you And say we’re through But when I, I watched you leave it messed me up You tear me up, you do I should have never let you come home And let your eyes meet mine, oh And light the sky up like they do ‘Cause through all your failings Oh, memories keep fading Until I see nothing wrong with you, oh And I, I know this is the choice I made And you’re to blame Oh and I have fallen out with ones I love Because of us I know I should sever all my ties with you And say we’re through But when I, I watched you leave it messed me up You tear me up, you do And I’ve heard the whispers all around me Got rid of her and now you’re free, oh But I gave you so much of my love, oh You’ll always have a part of me So I, I know this is the choice I made And you’re to blame Oh and I have fallen out with ones I love Because of us I know I should sever all my ties with you And say we’re through But when I, oh, I watched you leave it messed me up You tear me up, you do
7.
We said we’d go our separate ways And you packed your bags and left And silence filled this space And as I watched you disappear I said it’s for the best That you don’t linger here But what have I got left to show? My sleeve-worn heart is everything I’ve ever known I’m left here broken on my own With no one to show me where to go On my way home On my way home These streets unknown On my way home (My way, my way, my way home) On my way home (My way, my way, my way home) I’ve always loved a good cliche And they say you’ll love when least expected; trust and wait But here I am from where I’ve been Chasing a high I’m scared I’ll never reach again I’ve never wanted something more And I gave up everything that I had known before But now with nothing to my name How can I ever be the same? On my way home On my way home These streets unknown On my way home (My way, my way, my way home) On my way home (My way, my way, my way home) So tell me where have I come to? These city lights called out and led me here to you But your dead-end heart abandoned me And I don’t know where I’m meant to be On my way home On my way home These streets unknown On my way home (My way, my way, my way home) On my way home (My way, my way, my way home) On my way home On my way home These streets unknown On my way home (My way, my way, my way home) On my way home (My way, my way, my way home) On my way home (My way, my way, my way home) On my way home (My way, my way, my way home) On my way home (My way, my way, my way home) On my way home (My way, my way, my way home)
8.
Down 03:33
She She’s like a poison in my mind Pulling me out of the dark And into the fire And she She’s all I knew before I met you And now that you’re gone she’s everything I’m falling into So I’ll say I’m fine and I’ll smile and nod And everyone will move on But I’m drowning here So I call her up and I let it all out And with her arms around me She pulls me down, down, down to you And I, oh I know I should think twice But her riptide pulls me in And I’m drowning in my vice, now So I’ll say I’m fine and I’ll smile and nod And everyone will move on But I’m drowning here So I call her up and I let it all out And with her arms around me She pulls me down, down, down to you Well, how can I go on When she’s still stuck inside my head? Her hold is too strong She pulls me down and never lets me go So just never let me go I’ll say I’m fine and I’ll smile and nod And everyone will move on But I’m drowning here So I call her up and I let it all out And with her arms around me, oh I’ll say I’m fine and I’ll smile and nod And everyone will move on But I’m drowning here So I call her up and I let it all out And with her arms around me Oh, you know she pulls me down to you Oh, down to you
9.
I Knew 05:15
I still have your text It’s funny where a phrase directs your mind Your mind And I still hear your voice Telling me you made your choice on me On me ‘Cause I knew that we would never stay That night I knew these polaroids would fade to grey That night I knew your face would be the first thing on my mind I never knew how much I’d want to call you mine Call you mine And I still wonder, oh Should you be here with me under these stars? These stars, oh ‘Cause I still think of you I know it’s not my place but when it’s you What can I do? ‘Cause I knew that we would never stay That night I knew these polaroids would fade to grey That night I knew your face would be the first thing on my mind I never knew how much I’d want to call you mine Call you mine Holding onto memories gets you nowhere And if I tried to take this apart I know that I wouldn’t get anywhere My nights are filled with what-ifs And honestly, I can blame no one but me ‘Cause I knew and you knew and everybody knew That you weren’t my destiny So maybe I don’t want you to be Well I knew that we would never stay That night I knew these polaroids would fade to grey That night I knew your face would be the first thing on my mind But I never knew how much I’d want to call you mine Oh, call you mine Oh, woah Call you mine Oh, woah Call you mine, oh Oh, woah You know I never got to call you mine
10.
Crucible 04:24
Your bags were packed and waiting A smile was on your face Your life was set before you As you set to leave this place I watched your taillights fading Then vanish round the bend And just like that your days at home would end Well, I know the world is calling I’ve felt its pull before The road ahead is winding But the destination’s sure I know you’ll do amazing But if life takes its toll Just know we’re here beside you The world is wide but You are not alone Your heart will break, I know it You wear it just like me But time can turn the hardest blows To distant memories And riptides, they may pull you down But currents ebb and flow And that can be enough to swim to shore Well, I know the world is calling I’ve felt its pull before The road ahead is winding But the destination’s sure I know you’ll do amazing But if life takes its toll Just know we’re here beside you The world is wide but You are not alone So I’ll wait and watch the life you build (here I stand on the precipice) And retake your heart that won’t be stilled (’cause you know the world is calling) And though life may try you through it all (I’ll have to fight the good fight) I know you will last its crucible (I know the world is calling) And though life may try you through it all (So here I stand on the precipice) I know you will last its crucible
11.
Well, it’s a quiet Tuesday evening The autumn air, it fills your lungs And every breath you take Reminds you of the cold embrace That life has seemed to wrap around you now And time is always moving forward It pulls you down and tears you up You know its pain and hurt And though you try, it never works And leaves you there, defenseless, on your own ‘Cause when the leaves turn red And the sky is gold But a winter wind blows in the cold, well Snow in September comes And the streets are white But it still looks beautiful tonight At first you thought you had made it Thought everything was on your side Then life came crashing down And things you build were scattered round The ruins of what tale and time can do The days are getting ever shorter The winter dark it creeps on in Well, autumn came and went And now you are alone again And asking yourself how can you go on? ‘Cause when the nights get long And the sun goes down And you feel all alone in this town, well Snow in September comes And the streets are white But it still looks beautiful tonight Well, it’s the lonely nights without her And it’s the never ending doubt, oh, now Well, it’s the storming clouds When silver linings come around But seem to have forgotten about you, oh ‘Cause in the dark of winter When the cold sets in And you cannot see through snow in swirling winds, oh, now Well, though the storm may bend you I know you won’t break And that once eternal pain will fade away Snow in September comes And the streets are white But it still looks beautiful Yeah, there’s something beautiful Yeah, it still looks beautiful tonight
12.
The world is taunting me In sleepless nights it haunts my dreams And when it talks it speaks In echoes of what used to be I came here with a plan To make my mark on all I can But here I stay resigned My name is lost to the sands of time But still, I know my place is here And when you left, dear The fight of our lives appeared And led me down this road Ourselves were all we knew And in time I came to rely on you And when you left I fell You had me crawling through the depths of hell But still, I know my place is here And when you left, dear The fight of our lives appeared And led me down this road But still, I know my place is here And when you left, dear The fight of our lives appeared And led me down this road And this time I know I have arrived Yeah somehow I survived I fought, oh, the fight of our lives When everything seemed lost But that’s in the past now The last bell has rung out And I’m bruised and I’m battered But I know that I’ll be okay Still, sometimes these thoughts creep in About how things could have been Yeah, if my heart never shattered Could I be where I am today? ‘Cause your love was my confidence And your lies were the catalyst And if I never met you I’d never learn Who I could be And since the moment I surrendered To the truth that you have rendered I’ve fought for my life now And you won’t ever hold me back, no They say that time will come to heal all wounds And this fight has left me with quite a few But the truth of this ordeal And all it’s done to me It’s been centred on you And all you claim to be ‘Cause your change of heart was all I knew In the image of us, you were my muse Yeah, you pulled me down just to tear me up But your leaving me was the crucible You’re not the light of my life on my way home Yeah, you left me blind in September snow But in the end you made me fight the good fight And that fight is the fight of our lives So take me home Take me home Take me home Take me home Here I stand; it seems so long ago I looked out at the city that stood below And I thought the fight was fought Still the road is ahead of me Sometimes life isn’t all it’s cracked up to be But we live it still Here I stand on the precipice Looking out and there’s nothing that’s quite like this It’s time to fight The good fight

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A concept album telling the story of a young man who prepares to take on the world before him, only to be beaten down; through this, he learns to fight "The Good Fight"

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released September 25, 2020

Piano - Kiara Smyth
Drums - Marco Salvador
Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Production - Cole Merkosky

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Cole Merkosky Edmonton, Alberta

Guitar strummer from Edmonton, Alberta, Canada! Decided to dye my hair during quarantine; it did NOT turn out. New single "Say Yes!" out May 28th!

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